Ouch

June 13, 2013

I’m starting to get to know myself better in what I am experiencing now. I have some character problems. I complain a lot. I am a very good example of a guy who looks to himself as someone higher than who he really is.

I am not used to what’s happening to me. I am a very entitled person. I want to cry, not because of the pressure, but because of my discovery about myself. I hate it that what I’m seeing is not what I want to be. It’s not what God wants me to be. It's not what I've known myself to be. Have I been this way ever since? Was it just triggered through my present circumstance?

Thank you Lord for this test. It’s really causing so much pain in me, but this is very important for my character building. Help me pass the test.

It’s funny that when I opened my bible today, God led me to Galatians 6:3. It says,

“If anyone thinks he is something when he is nothing, he deceives himself.”

Ouch.

Lord, help me apply Galatians 6:3-10. Let my life be a blessing to others. May it be pleasing to you.

Amen